i guess i’ll never have the chance [and the courage] to say how much i really like [and miss] you. i’ll let this feelings fade away now. but remember that i’ll always root for your success [and happiness even if it does not include me].

by gemwahdg

and at that moment

i felt like a neutrino:

destined to be alone forever.

-s.cooper

by gemwahdg

 

 

If I keep on falling,

Does it mean I’m failing?

Yes. Failing to guard my heart once again. 

– g.d

by gemwahdg

30 minutes before Christmas, crying in my bed with my pajamas. Overthinking, my friend, we meet again.

I hate myself^100

by gemwahdg

Sometimes, elevation requires separation.

It is not yet the end of the world.

by gemwahdg

As usual, i’m a disappointment.

Three months from now, i’m gonna be a disappointment again.

 

Wish I was never born.

by gemwahdg

 

just when i thought i could love again… my heart just ripped into pieces for the second time

by gemwahdg

Never have I ever been disappointed with myself in my entire existence.

After answering the University of the Philippines College Admission Test 2019’s four subtests, I feel drained & powerless; I couldn’t talk, let alone move my body. I just silently sat down on my chair rethinking every mistakes that I have committed. And yes, I’m on the verge of crying yet I suppress the tears from falling.

I was not confident in all of my answers. I know that I have a very little chance of passing. I don’t know what to do, my thoughts are killing me.

I am ~depressed~ at this moment and I just want to disappear already.

The ache of my heart is triple to what I have experienced when I was heartbroken.

No, I will never forget. University of the Philippines, I offered and sacrificed everything.

Please, accept me. Please, let me pass. It isn’t for me, it is for the society.

#ALLFORUP

by gemwahdg